I have no energy. Wednesday, after my child had been out sick for two days, the bus driver upset me so badly I became physically ill. My head and teeth hurt so badly I could not focus to do anything but rant.
It is not right that the law requires you to send children to school but makes it virtually impossible to send them where it would be best for them all around. I am attempting to recover from an illness and stress is not helpful to it.
I have been attempting to work five days a week, Monday through Friday. The idea was to work only during school hours. Should I find the funds to homeschool I will be working early morning, evening and all night. Should my Internet cooperate I'll keep looking at my options.
I may have to rearrange things a bit to get everything done, but that's fine too.