Once again it is Saturday. It is also the last day of the month so I am reflecting on the month that I have had.
I realized what I have known all along that the one "friend" I had when I moved here has never listened and continues not to. She used to be reliable, now she's just giving lip service.
I realized that a man I have known for less than a year knows me far better than people I have known for decades. He knows me so well in fact he knows what I am going to do before I do it; even before I figure out what I am going to do.
I discovered an intense physical attraction to a man that I have known for years. One that I have been denying for a long time. Am I in love? I don't know, but he is hot. I cannot deny that physically he is ideal. I have no idea about the rest.
We are alone here and I have goals to make us self sufficient. Men are hitting on me, and so far none of them are doing anything other than saying inappropriate things. Well, a few are appropriate but I am not actively looking.
I prefer to let things happen as they were intended to happen.
Until next time I will continue this route of self discovery.